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Day 79: Recognizing my worth empowers others to do the same

Intention of the day: Be an inspiration and I will be further motivated!

Morning writing: Today's lesson had a nice sentiment. If I can recognize my own self-worth and radiate that positive energy, then others will be affected by it and inspired as well. At the same time, inspiring others is a motivational tool for me, which would inspire ME to work even harder to spread good karma... and it's a cycle of good. I like this notion. I will try to keep it in mind when I need to get motivated.

Tarot Reading:

Since it is Sunday I am trying a weekly outlook six-card spread.

My Feelings for the Week: X Wheel of Fortune (good luck, karma, life cycles, destiny, a turning point)

Theme for the Week: Queen of Swords (quick thinker, organized, perceptive, independent)

Challenges for the Week: XI Justice (justice, fairness, truth, cause and effect, law)

Response to Challenges: XXI The World (completion, integration, accomplishment, travel)

Advice for the Week: King of Swords (clear thinking, intellectual power, authority, truth)

Final Thoughts: VII of Swords Reversed (caught out, challenges, breaking habits)

This week I should maintain a positive, optimistic outlook and remain flexible regardless of what the Universe has in store. My theme for the week is to be a composed and intelligent woman. Be perceptive, honest and impartial. Challenges of the week will include the awareness that my actions this week WILL have consequences, so skeeball will have to definitely maintain professionalism! By responding to my challenges with a clear head, I have 'the world' at my fingertips. For example, at skeeball I must strive to be a professional adult and not flirt w/my coworkers - this will help me to grow and elevate me to the level I want to be at emotionally when it comes to dating. I don't want to date little boys that use me, so by being an adult and acting professionally when I'm out with my coworkers, I will gain their respect, and gain my own self respect and self-assurance rather than more anxiety and drama. Seems very simple to me. The advice I received is to remained emotionally detached and stay as more of an authoritative leader figure at skeeball. And also it's much advised to have my bestie there to make sure I don't drink too much or do anything stupid. Final thoughts are that I must remember to face my challenges and break free from old habits that are holding me back. Phew! One thing I do notice is that a lot of my readings lately have mentioned that I'm getting close to achieving what I want. I have to keep working and trust that the good is coming!

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