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Day 47: I am a child of NATURE - we are forever connected

Intention of the day: Feel the beautiful power of the universe by having a conscious connection with nature

Morning writing: I love these lessons about nature. As a Taurus, I am an earth sign and throughout my life I have felt a deep appreciation of wild nature. I might be a shut in a lot of the time, but few things are more peaceful and zen than listening to the sound of rainfall or the early morning songs of birds in the trees. I enjoy breathing it in, but today's lesson reinforces that I need to try to feel this even when I'm in a more unnatural setting. Feel the connection with the earth and mother nature. I am a beautiful and unique creature, and as much of a part of the animal kingdom as my amazing kitty. I feel like a lot of these principles have been covered in Pocahontas lol! This time the Colors of the Wind comes to mind.


Tarot Past/Present/Future:

II The High Priestess (intuition, higher powers, mystery, subconscious mind)
IX The Hermit (soul searching, introspection, being alone, inner guidance)
XI Justice (justice, fairness, truth, cause and effect, law)

I tend to ask my deck a question as I'm shuffling. Today, I glanced at the news and saw something that was a bit disturbing. I asked the deck, "How do I stay happy when there's so much fucked up shit in the world?" My Lisa Frank deck is very smart. She's usually got the right answer, something your wise friend would tell you when you ask a dumb question. She said that I've been focused on working on my inner light and reaching enlightenment. I need to stay focused on my self and tap into my happiness from there, as this is something I can actually control. I can't control the craziness on this planet, and it's futile to try. It's a bit useless to fret about it or I will get more anxiety. I need to feel comfort in the thought that karma will take care of the negativity on this planet. The villains of the world will face the laws and consequences of the universe someday. It is out of my hands, out of my control. I will focus on being the best me and try not to let the outside world affect my inner light.

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